A letter to my staff?
Dear Staff
Welcome back to the office on this 1st day of the year. Please be
advised that there are new rules and regulations implemented to raise
the efficiency of our company.
ATTIRE: It is advised that you come to work dressed according to
your salary. If we see you wearing Prada sneakers & carrying a Gucci
bag we assume you are doing well financially and therefore you do not
need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money
better, so that you may buy nicer clothes and therefore you do not need a
raise. If you dress in-between, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise.
PERSONAL DAYS: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a
year. They are called Saturday & Sunday.
LUNCH BREAK: Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch as they need
to eat more so that they can look healthy. Normal size people get 15 minutes
lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure. Fat people
get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim Fast and take a diet pill.
SICK DAYS: We will no longer accept a doctor statement as proof
of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.
RESTROOM USE: Entirely too much time is being spent in the restroom. There is now a strict 3-minute time limit in the stalls. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the stall door will open and a picture will be taken. After your second offence, your picture will be posted on the company bulletin boardunder the "Chronic Offenders" category.
SURGERY: As long as you are an employee here, you need all your
organs. You should not consider removing anything. We hired you intact. To have something removed constitutes a breach of employment. Thank you for your loyalty to our company. We are here to provide a
positive employment experience. Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations,allegations, accusations, contemplation, consternation and input
should be directed elsewhere.
Have a nice day
Patrick Yeo
Sick Sick And More SIck T_T
was sick since... dunno when, didn't went to work, was stoning at home, dunno wat i wan, lol -_-; was playing ps2 for 1823472937293 hours but dun feel like logging to Bnet. HMmm.. dunno wat to say too lol hope i get well? something funny to share --> Lee Bai's Poem
(Chinese Version)
Chuang qian ming yue guang
Yi shi di shang shuang
Ju tou wang ming yue
Di tou shi gu xiang
(English Version)
The moon light is pouring down on my bedside
Like white frost spreading on the ground
I look up the bright round moon in the sky
And lower my head thinking of my dear hometown
(Singlish (Phua Chu Kang) Version)
Bedfront Moon Bright Bright
Think Is Floor White White
Lift Head See Moon Moon
Bow Head Miss Home Home...
(Ah-Beng Version)
Bedfront Orr Pi Sai (pick nose)
Think Think Go Pang Sai
Pick Up Tai Gor Tai (handphone)
BS While Lau Sai
(Latest Reservist Army Version)
Bedfront Lau Bark Sai (tears drop)
Thinking About Exercise(reservist mobilization)
Drop Dead Look Into The Sky (run until no breathe)
Tong Kor Sia Lang Zai? (my heartache nobody knows)
(Osama version)
No friend at my side
Think think Bush will fight
Lift head but where to hide?
This time don't know when will die ?
(Bush version)
Can't sleep since that night
Think think where he hide ?
Bomb bomb friends will say I pai
No choice ask them go fly kite
Patrick Pan
Didn't post any stuff about the outing last evening as i was too tired, so just a summary, Chan call us to watch Peter Pan, which I HATE ALOT, but since it's a movie lol ... i went -_-; i was always early and always ALWAYS waiting for people -_-ZZZ Meet up wif chan and his friend, then stone around waiting for Ck, LG, Duckie and his friend -_-; we only bought 6 ticket lol but 7 went? Actually i wanted to say, hey take my ticket i dun wanna watch the show lol? really hate PeterPan when i was a child T_T but i didn't lol? i wasn't shy just dun like to talk and i got alot of stuff to think, tat's why i was standing there stoning -_- The show was actually quite good but TOO BAD IT'S PETER PAN t.t 3 yrs ago i met duckie, 3 yrs later he still the same shape and size lol? -_-; ck is quite a funny guy, i tot his some ah beng but wah --+ i look more beng? ;p Lg is quite a " grew" up i tot she is a child or something lol? Peter pan is quite a funny show which i must say, there is quite a number of funny quote which i will write later HEHEH :D after the movie, they went to some place call CRC to haf dinner and went to "CRC" to play lan as duckie got an online interview by some lame slow typer -_-ZZZ it's like he ask, is Orc good? WTF? and like the top 4 are ud, is ud good? -_-; tat guy really need to think about wat he ask sia.. i decided to leave the "interview" as it's 12+ T_T n they still shooting questions --+
Quote from Peter Pan
" oh... all our hands are dirty, lets leave Windy here to die? " lol?
" we found u in this wooden hut, we will return where we taken u from without following u i promise "
Hook: " where are the prisoner? "
Smith: " we set them free"
Hook: wif an evil smile " you set them FREE? "
Smith: very pleas wif wat he did " Yes we set them FREE"
I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO.
Btw this is to Edrahil " hey i dunno wat the song u ask me cuz i can't find it, but i heard it before and i dun like :D anyway to the bottom of the comments u ask me, why i can't get ang bao? cuz my grandmother passed away? n i can't like take until -100 days later?
i did a change in my shoutout[comments] hehehe hope it work?
The Cold Morning
Waking up around 4am, thinking of not going to work, while i was thinking, i missed someone.. Chan remind me of myself, doing silly stuff to win the girl heart.. but is there a point? Is there a point when everything tat happens can change? Can history be change even?.. feeling depress, feeling sad, feeling down.. i wish i could get over it but i noe deep down inside my heart, it will never happen.. it's isn't my fault for twice, why do u wan to hurt me, why do u wan to hurt me TWICE......... after thinking and thinking i finally decided, i shouldn't go to work at this state of mine..
Quote " Relationships are like Rome. Difficult to start out, incredible during the prosperity of the 'Golden Age', and unbearable during the fall. Then, a new kingdom will come along and the whole process will repeat itself until you come across a kingdom like Egypt...that thrives, and continues to flourish. This kingdom will become your best friend, your soulmate, and your love. "
Hmm.. maybe a little review about wat i haf the pass few days of CNY?
Day 1 : when to Malaysia, got stuck in a @_@! JAM -_-; take like 3 hours to clear it? ZZZZ when inside to greet my grandmother then came back as me & my brother wanted to visit my dad brothers [ uncles], reach my 5th uncle place and stay gamble.
Input: $0 Output: $110
Day 2: when to my dad brother place[ ah pei] to gamble again..
Input: $0 Output: $500++
Day 3: People came over to our house to gamble..
Input: $0 Output: $300++
Day 4: Early in the morning when to "burn paper to my dead grandfather/mother" when to catch the movie wif my Sec friends " The Last Samurai" a 5 stars show wif lots of gosu fighting take place yum.
Input: $0 Output: $-100
Overall: u must be thinking why my input is 0 HEHEH CUZ.. im not allow to take "ang Bao". my output is @_@ t.t sad CNY
Forever and a day, I will keep telling myself; if only
If only, I had not let pride carry me away
If only, I had not let my ego get in the way
If only, I had overcome the fear of giving too much of myself in
If only, I had stopped the self doubts within,
If only, I was able to
I would have told you, how much I need you
I would have told you how much I love you
I would have said to me the world is you
If only, I was able to have done all this, then
I'd be with you, today and everyday
I'd hear your laugh, today and everyday
I'd see the smile in your eyes, today and everyday
I'd hold you in my arms, today and everyday
If only, I was able to
Quote " u dun get alot of chance in life, so do it right the first time"
When tomorrow starts without me,
When I'm not there to see.
Should the sun rise and find your eyes,
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say,
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
When tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand.
That an angel came and called my name,
Said my place was ready in Heaven
That I'd have to leave behind,
ALL those I dearly love.
As I turned to walk away a little tear fell,
I had so much to live for, so much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I am leaving you.
Thinking of all the love we shared, all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, even for a while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you, maybe see you smile.
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
Then I walked through Heaven's gates,
God looked down and smiled at me,
He said, "This is eternity,
All I've promised you.
Today your life on Earth is past,
Here it starts anew.
I promise you no tomorrows,
Today will always last,
Since each day is the same day.
You have been so faithful,
Trusting and true.
Though there were times you did somethings,
You knew you shouldn't do.
You have been forgiven.
Now at last you're free,
So won't you take my hand share my life with me?"
When tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your Heart!
Quote " tomorrow will not start until today end "
Happy Chinese Lunar New Year
Hmmm.. i went to Madrain Hotel to eat yesterday, man... 50++ people eat lol -_-; burn one hole in my pocket ouch! anyway, was a great place and we even book two room to view the firework HEHEHE :D nice sound effect at 12am :X the place is quite cheap cuz only $199++? for two? omfg? my 3rd aunt even got a membership card tat make the room cost only $99 -_-
Just came back home, and guess i wouldn't be sleeping since it's 8.30am? and i got to reach Malaysia at 11am? wth --+ why everyone like to run into Malaysia :_( some Chinese New year wish for the people i "noe" ~~
Su- Wish U & Jess 1314 :)
Liling- Live Green Die Free :)
Gwen- Grow UP !
modnar- hope ur wounds heal fast :_(
Storm- take care dude
Randy- i still like ur big ass =X
Andre- make some sense when u talk plz !
Pr3d- hope to S@@ u Soon~
MY- Get a bf?
Me Myself and i - Early Lots lots of Money ~! :D
War3
Hmm.. waking up wif a ICQ by my lovely EdrAhiL :D poor derrick wanna play 2v2 toureny but no one wanna play wif him :X
anyway we played the toureny until we reach finals, meeting CK & Modnar the first round of the finals WTF? -_-; anyway it's a GG n i guess modnar the fag is going to post it ! =X going to some hotel call M something for dinner , gonna waste money again sigh.. every year i treat my family WTF? when they early like 2834038403 times more then ME? WTH!
until later ~~ i go koon very sleep :X
The feelings portrayed in this poem are from bitter personal experience, which was relieved only by penning this piece. By releasing it, I hope that others who might feel the same can gain an understanding that no matter how alone they may feel, there are many others who have come through this to live again.
When you are able to see the light again, look back on this and it will forever be a warning and an awareness that things are not as bad as they might be.
Why does the thought of death
The feeling of ending this life
The torture, the pain, the hurt
The discomfort I cause,
Why does it feel so right?
But the thought of the pain
The mechanics, the method
The hows and wherefores..
Why is that so beyond me,
my abilities, My confidence?
I know I would be better dead
All I care for is others
All I do is hurt others
All I want to do is leave others
To their lives away from me
Is my inability from caring?
Knowing the final act of hurt
The final ability to screw others
To give those who truly care
A pain even I haven't done before?
But they would recover
And they could see it was done
Maybe not consciously, but truly
For the best for them
And therefore the best for me.
Is it fear that stops me?
The inability to take the pain
I couldn't inflict on myself
The yellow man I am,
The quitter, never finishing the Job
So I carry on to conceal the feelings
Trying to do all I can for all
And still I hurt and give pain
Cause confusion wherever I go
That is why I pray to die
Missing you so much
When you really care about someone
as much as I do about you,
being apart is a hard to get used to.
I thought I'd handle it just fine
and that I'd be happy
just to keep you on my mind.
It isn't always that easy!
Sometimes the one thing that
would please me the most
is simply being wih you.
I knew that I'd miss you.
I know I can't smile without you!
Dunno wat to say about my daily life, getting from bad to worst.. sigh, anyway i would like to say a SORRY to Liling as i think there is a little misunderstanding? also change to web song to Eyes On Me, cuz i guess that's the only song i still love, Life is such a path, u will only regret when u lost it.. If i say i got cancer, and left with 1 month to live, wat should i do? how should i spend it? hmmm...
People at the party?
Was too tired to post any stuff yesterday hehe, so might as well post wat we did yesterday? The people who went to Gwen Bday party arrrrrrrrrr .... Fish Urarara, Coffee The Fattie :X, Kiat the iceman, Delete the Sabo -_-;, Solar the Friendlyguy, Alien girl next door, Chan the punk, Andre the wolf ohhhh, Xh the singer :D, Rec.Teo the brudder --+, Mixes the didi, DDB brotherbrother Me Myself the Easter Bunny :P, and some DsD cum OC clan people which i didn't go ask :X
Summary
Yesterday was a very long day starting at 6am, i went to visit my Granny which is in hospital t.t, then went to work place for the bloody bo liao meeting, soon it's Afternoon at around 12pm, i called Andre asking him wat time we meet, he say 1pm, so i take my sweeeeeet time to bath :X modnar in the other hand say, PATRICK COME ASAP WE CAN'T WAIT FOR U! T_T so i rush down t.t meeting up the two crappy guy at HF [ Habour Font] which is aka World Trade Centre omfg i dun even noe tat ! after meeting the two babo =X we went on the meet more babo =\ DsD hehehe , Take a while to reach Siloso Beach.
Upon reaching woot! two girl soak wif water lol -_-; was very shy at first cuz i nfi anybody except fish, andre and chan? lol Meiying saw me the first and say EASTER GG, there go my cover , then everyone go... ah.. his Easter lol --; Gwen sorry ya :p anyway most people who noe me sure ask, why i go to the beach, seriously i NFI! i hate the sun, the heat, the sand, everything? butthen lol i still go so dumb :D the play volleyball for awhile until all bth go to the sea to swim? me and Chan was like hmm.. lets go get something so we can go swim?
I bought a driver suit which is O_O ex lol then go down the beach, everyone is like, LOOK BAYWATCH T_T played volleyball in the sea :X cool huh? man the watch is sooooooooooooooooo salty T_T anyway played monkey too? poor Gwen she need to learn how to THROW? and AIM? keep throwing to the Monkey? or too near? and everyone is like throwing the ball to Chan HEHEHHE POOR CHAN ! Score for being monkey , Meiying-3, Gwen-10 !, Chan-5, Xh-4, Delete-3, Me-1 ^_^, the rest ar.. didn't noe anyway the figure there is a rough idea to show u how PRO GWEN IS ! :X
After the beach party, we wasted about an hour? to find the "PLACE" to eat lol, end up at Fish&Co to haf our Dinner :X which again NFI WHY I GO? SINCE I DUN EAT SEAFOOD? lol dumb to the power of 2 -_-; anyway dinner is great cuz we got 3 tables? lol too many people and poor waiter/waitress serving us hehehe, anyway i order Fish & chips and Kola Tonic yum :X the people who came later are LOY and VASH yum two mad orc player :X After dinner, we were told there is KTV ? at Chinatown? lol so we went ^_^
KTV... The trip is awesome, the taxi driver MR OSAMA told him North Brige Road instead of South? lol Gosu TEO ! U R GG NORTH AND SOUTH U DUNNO? --; anyway we called Delete and ask him lol, gosu singer ---> Teo, VERY VERY NICE R&B voice and almost like Alex Toh omg!, Gwen sound is sooooooo cute and high! omogmogmog, Xh voice is rather funny cuz it's very high pitch for a guy anyway i didn't laugh or joke at him unlike COFFEE WHO CAN'T SING AND KEEP LAUGHING ! Kiat came later cuz he got to work , and went to room 17 cuz we using 18 HEHEH :D heard he got a more gosu voice then Teo too bad TEO ! but ur really GREAT! Order few Jugs of Beer and Da them down Yummy :D
People who lose my Trust --> Randy, Storm, Liling, she is excues cuz she sms me at 5am++ to say sorry the REST GG NO RE THX ! ask me out yet all PS ME GOOD WORK !
Dun think i wanan write a quote hehehe no idea wat to write too, sooo Cheerz ^_^
Red UnderWear
As the CNY drawing nearer, so is my work oh.. just came back home to haf a bath and change, later at 7pm got another meeting -_-ZZZ why so many sh!ts, i was order by parents to "BUY" 12 Cart of Tiger beer, 6 dunno wat tea, 6 green tea, 12 cokes, and some others sh!t oH~! How i carry -_-;
keeping my hand cross, hope tml i can go Gwen bday party hehehe being awhile since i got free time man ! -_-; anyway i hope Su and Jess and Liling can go? cuz i dunno when i haf another free time T_T hmm.. can anyone teach me how to set up the " Tag Board" best email me at Patrick_yeo_83@yahoo.com :) HEHEHEH
Lastly can the following people, Randy, Storm, Andre call my hp? 98221794 when they see this blog? i NEED THE TIME? or else how i go tml? no one tell mE ! or just sms me ur hp number? so i can call u? -_-ZZZ helppppppppp~! hope my meeting end early or else oh... im dead tml T_T
DTA Dun Trust Anybody -_-
Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Just had my hair dyed finally since tat time i dye, dun haf the colour and the pretty girl say, come back later -_-; so i took 4 days later to get it dye? hehehe nice copper head -_-; hmmm the shoutout is spoil?
Quote "You know that old saying, 'Strike while the iron is hot?' Well, I think that's a pretty dumb saying, 'cause I'll betcha a cold iron will hurt like hell, too. "
Nothing to say, just a poem about how i felt..
Sick of the pain
Hurt from the lies
She won't do it again
He won't hear my cries
Scared of sleeping
Afraid to have the same scary dream
And yet, that's what 'they' think it is
But nothing is as it seems
Watching the time tic slowly by
Remembering each moment
Each little cry
Just make it go away
Keep hearing that stupid laugh
Seeing his bright red hair
Nothing changed since then
No one seems to care
Getting use to the pain
Use to all the lies
He won't do it again
But I wish someone would hear my cries
Di Da Di...
Another long day haf ended, yet alot of stuff still haven't finish .. *sigh* i need a break before i cannot take it T_T anyway during my lunch hours, read it's HOURS my dad and a few friends was chatting till the topic came to NS and was of his friend asked me " hey Beng, when u go NS huK? " i say , NS dun wan me lol -_-; [very lame], anyway he told me tat his the 2nd batch of the First NS meaning if NS is intro in 1948 his 1949, he told me tat in 1955, the "year one batch" when to Malaysia for field training, 44 went in , only 1 came back telling this story, his the lucky one.. wat happen? when they was walking in the jungle for a day or two, upon reaching a big river, all of they stripped and went to bath except him, who was eating apple in a distance, gunshot fired, he was afraid and was hidding, when nightfall did he went back to the "river" which is cover wif blood and dead body, all the bodies was chopped into pieces.. he went back to SG to report this matter, search party was dispatch to find the murderer but didn't find anybody, they make this story as " eaten by animals" -_-; very lame. Anyway the dead bodies was bury in Clementi [ correct spelling?] camp, and at the camp there u can find the tombstone written " 43 dead bodies kill in bah bah date 1955 " by animals -_-; he told us were we so lucky now tat NS is so save lol -_-
another thing which caught my eye is this email by a friend of mine, her poem which i edited to suit myself :) hope u all like it.. sorry to edit this poem :)
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
She knows I like her just as well,
As in the days when I rang her bell.
And she rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Kristy
Just to show that I'm thinking of her."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Kristy died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Kristy Khoo Pei Pei passed away when she was only 14. I got the news from a from as i was in camp [NCC].
Quote " Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them.Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. And SMILE, even through your tears!!!!! Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. "
Oh be4 i forgot, WHO IS GOING TO GWEN BDAY PARTY?? PLZ LET ME NOE! hp:98221794 ! thx ! i need SOS
Beeeez Day
Very busy in the morning, count the money until @_@ somemore when to the bank so pack -_-ZZZ need to settle stuff like monthly bills, Salaries and Bonus for 234907823048230483 staff -_-; good thing those staff never rush me if not i @_@? lol,
when i having my 2 hour break, asked Mr nice driver to drive me around town in search of Gwen present, went to a few shopping centre cum shops, still haven't find the ideal gift, when i was giving up, passby a Gift shop lol So heng ! let me found wat i wanted to buy HEHHE :P bought the gift with a huge paper bag and a gift card lalalala mind can rest in peace liao. Next thing to do, is do get OFF on Sat or else ZZZZ god bless me ^_^ going to speak wif my papa tml :D *cross finger*
ok thx Andre for the nice offer which I WILL NOT REJECT ! LOL !
"Pat meet us early we bring u go ^^"
If nt i personal bring u go inside also can :D
Posted By: andre
HAHAHAH U R SO DEAD, GG NO RE YO ! im a retarded person who dun even noe the simplest street OKIE ! SO GL ! HF !
The Great Sunny Sunday
Waking up at around 5am due to the over noise and his friend playing GB omFG they like turning down the house? wif 3 laptop + 1 pc GB THE WHOLE NITE WIF SOOOOOOOO MANY NOISE T_T anyway i went to take a cool relaxing jog around my house park wish to prey on THE GIRL NEXT DOOR :D but fail T_T after jogging and searching for the GIRL~ went to have breakfast :O yum :P
around 9am fianlly can use the pc hehe when i open my icq was so suprise to see HOW KAILUN HELP ME OUT ~ READ
Storm_Rage (10:32 PM) :
erm her bday party is on sat. anyway i'll give u the directions now,
1. take $2.40(taxi) or take 188, to world trade center.
2. after u get off the bus, u will see an orange coach saying sentosa, just board it give $3 and it will send you down there.
3. if you get lost dont be afraid to open ur mouth and ask for directions.
4. if still paiseh pls act like your from hong kong. lol
nice person isn't HE? -_-; anyway im off to haf War3 LMM~[land of mor mor ] HEHEH :p
Quotes
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.
We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.
Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's what's in the middle that counts. So, when you find yourself at the beginning, just give hope a chance to float up. And it will. However long the night, the dawn will break.
Melancholia - A mental disorder characterized by severe depression, guilt, hopelessness, and withdrawal
Was Chatcrafting this afternoon when i happen to /f list
aLt)modnar, (mutual) using Warcraft III The Frozen Throne in the channel Melancholia.
lol as i was too bo liao i went to find the meaning of the word, poor Chan, must be very moody.. anyway somethings to say,Su ar ur work life isn't as busy compare to others. At least u get to go out AT LEAST once a week? or haf off? and dun haf to worry so much if u didn't do up to ur boss request but for some people .. it's always extra work, extra scolding for no reason and extra demand t.t count urself lucky? : )
For modnar, i dunno wat's wrong wif him, he seem to be moody maybe got ditch? lol but he got no gf to be ditched hehe t.t im so bad :D Life is so funny, when u haf something u will never miss it or regret about it until it's gone, Tml is the burning of the infamous HongKong singer who got cancer and died[ sorry i dunno the name cuz i dun like to watch chinese stuff] most people dunno how tat feel or hurt because many lucky people out there dun get a chance to lose a love one which got cancer but im SO LUCKY to STRIKE TWICE, my grandfather and my ex t.t being so long yet the wound haven't heal, a life is taken and cant be replace, no matter how long it takes..
Quite a few people asked me if im going to Gwen bday party, i wish but i dunno if i can get the day off t.t which i doubt i could, going or not i will still give her the present HEHEH so GWEN if u happen to see this, DUN WORRY ! if im going i need some help~ cuz it's like 5 years since i went to Sentosa? lol -_-; SOS THX~! best if someone will take me there :D
Quote " when i first like you, i was afraid to love you, Now that i love you, im afraid to lose you "
Just finish a hot bath...
hmmm during my work hour, Chan aka modnar sms me asking me if i wan to go watch "paycheck" i agree if it's not too late as tml is still haf a meeting !~@#$%^& T_T, after an hour later, he replied " i might not be going to watch it ! " -_-; great person, if today no go out also good hehehe can sleep early t.t im lacking of slEEp~!
here come 10 00 words of essay ~!
My Warcraft 3 History
When war3 first came out, i was still broodwaring HEHHE until like everyone in broodwar jump over to war3 that i went over WOOHOO ! very chim , so diff from bw -_-; but thanks to gugu aka Coffee who teach me the Art Of Orcs cuz tat time his a orc user, and he say ORC IS SO STRONG ! then i went to pick ORC -_-; after i learned the first day he switch to UD, HOW PRO IS HE? he tell me ghouls + abom + 2 hero OWNS , FAG him i take so long to learn ORC he jump to UD TMD ! my ORC starting is... 2 barrack Grutnutntutnuntunutnutnutnutnu ~ no need hero -_-; tat's why i lose until O_O! after i beginning to understand the "strength" of orc, [pro at ground to ground] did i learn tat hey, grunts suck, mass tauren OWNS~ [and i get 1 hero inside ] HEHEHE very strong :D butthen if people build 1 air unit gg T_T after learning tat a "shaman" can hit air , i went straight to Mass Shaman URAAAAA ! yum tat time Shaman is a broken unit, wif super attack power and dmg HHEHE :D gugu switch to NE after a NE person beat him wif just 1 kotg lol -_-; then he tell me NE broken race so he go learn lol -_-; but im still ORC, ORC FOREVER !
When i started my Ea5t3r nick, it's a 44.8% never reach 50% lol but my RT is gosu wif 11-1 record, it's so happen tat Loriel aka Edrahil aka Derrick is in #Singapore asking anyone free to help him get a red dragon [500 wins],
Ea5t3r: me can?
LoRieL: u good?
Ea5t3r: yup!
LoRieL: ok invite, [after inviting me, he stats me n say wow nice record 11-1. u must be good ] LOL~
After the first game, he went to /profile me HEHEHE THEN SAY WAH ! his the first player i noe in bnet lol beside those in Bw~ great guy, we had so much 2v2 that it make up like 90% of my ex nick lol -_-; best record for 2v2 is 24, modnar tat time is 14 , hehehe too pro T_T anyway tat guy since the day he noe me, till now, he never seem to like solo unlike me got a frenzy for solo LOL~! i always say, if there is any game i can beat u, must be 1v1 lol HEHEHE :P i came to noe modnar cuz his the "sir knight" in #singapore lol fellow by Vash and Tidus, and after entering .GD clan did i really master and learn the Art of Orc and bring Orc to the fullest power thx to Speed.GD and Jaron.GD although everyone hate him HEHE his ok since he teach me :p the rest is history hehehe ;p lets forget it till TFT :D
Some funny quote taken from Funny people ;D~
Vash: " IM ORC NOT ROCK ! " [ lol when his base got wack by 3 race and we[me n derrick] was happy creeping HEHEHE
EdRaHil " ok i love sandy and Xinpei [ isn't both of them the same lol -_-;]
TiDus " ok i got a new combo lets do dual UD and just mass aco and rush enemy to death ! " pro?
Coffee" omoGMogmoMGOmgo FCuK Them stop aiming ME only ! "
Swirl " nice birds" all 3 of us swirl me pr3d go mass hunts LOL see like 5 wyn GG !
modnar " ok u go wif Easter to wack blue, i will go creep" [ lol wtf? he ask both of us to wack he go creeep~!~]
piggy2i " i will go helicopter! " [ he massed helicopter without the upgrade to hit ground lol and we lost cuz of tat T_T]
Fish " SOS SOS SOOSOSOSOS " [when he base got wack by 5 huntress and he got like 4890237490234793287 units?]
Pr3d " wat's ogm? " in the middle of battle as i typed too fast, he ask me this kind of funny stuff -_-;
Quote " To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world"
hehe just came back from Queenway shopping centre to collect my glasses + contact lense, went to haf dinner at the opp of qw, order 8 dish of stuff from a very famous cook stall but i only eat one the rest all seafood lol -_-Z but the stingray is YUM! on the way back home, the taxi driver speak some stuff tat got into my mind..
1)the $400 given to all singaporean above 21 is a joke cuz i told him, my friend which isn't singaporean say, sg so good government gif u all $$ for CNY -_- the taxi driver say, he gif us $400 but the tax , GST and etc.. never reduce always up up up -_- which i must agree. 1%GST increase might not be any figure to u all but if u were to buy goods at $10 000 it's $1000 extra..
2)all those able to "earn" money jobs belong to the royal blood as in, thier son,aunt,uncle etc.. very unfair, and they are those who say the "do" and "dun do" stuff like, u can't play firecracker but they can use wtf?
3)when the econ go down, taxi company profit go up cuz more people tend to rent/buy taxi to drive so.. they gain $$ but the poor taxi drivers will haf a hard time as more n more "enemies". And when the econ go up again, people will just cancel the rent/sell taxi which cause upset to the taxi company which result in the increase of taxi fares.. stupid ya?
4) i reached home QoO ^_^ :D
H@PPY!
weeeeeeeeeeeee i was so happy tat singnet FINALLY SETTLE THE SILLY PROBLEM? lol -_-; anyway finally can look at my own blog HEHEHE :P so many shoutout HEHHE actually the font i wanted black but herman my web teacher say, tat colour fit the Yuna [ FF10 female actress] so.. i listen lol anyway i like purple not pink :D 2ndly i would really like to thanks Su for doing tat extra trouble to email the solution as i can't view my blog to see HEHEH, next thanks Jazz [ Su gf] for adding me to friendster ^_^ thanks gwen & Liling for smsing me. Serene for reading my blog~ actually the hp as i say, dun haf other colour so no choice but to pink the baboo :D if got choice i think i still pick as black/green is -_-; , Modnar for those Silly smses HEHEH -_-ZZ Kl & randy to make my life very spicy, thanks those who is free to post the shoutout HEHE. lastly i wanted to thanks god for ur kind help to settle the damm bug on snbb HEHE :D hmm something happen to msealmusic? cuz the music not working ar? -_-z one thing settle the other came -_-ZZ
i need some help about buying stuff for gwen, any suggestion? i haven't met her before lol -_-; even tot she sms me hehe thx :p i must think of something to buy for her soon !
Phase " It's not enough to have a dream, Unless you're willing to pursue it. It's not enough to know what's right, Unless you're strong enough to do it. It's not enough to learn the truth, Unless you also learn to live it. It's not enough to reach for love, Unless you care enough to give it Men who are resolved to find a way for themselves will always find opportunities enough; and if they do not find them, they will make them "
Day 4 of Snbb -_-ZZZ
oh please god PLS SETTLE THE SNBB SH!T ~! anyway today was super uber bored so during my "working" hours i went to mass sms, and had some funny replys !
Easter: im soooooooo bored any one pls reply !
modnar:im goin out wif gwen soon
Easter: omg bo jio!
modnar: it's a Date OF CUZ bo JIO!
Easter: T_T anyway i can't go need to work HEHEH :p
modnar: wish me luck ok !
Easter: im soooooooooo bored any one pls reply !
Swirl: Hi Fucker im going to finish school in an hour time HEHEH :D
i must try to be more busy next time ! anyway had a hair cut as i was soooooooo bored just had a haircut like 10 days ago? lol -_-ZZ
Quote " Right here waiting for you , till the end of time i will wait "
Day 3 of Snbb[Singnet boardband] problem T_T
Was awake at 1am ,1.30am and 3am for 3 kind soul who call/sms me : ) guys/gals dun u all need to sleep? -_-; hehe but i didn't blame them HEHEHEH, thx Su but the email u sent me about del the cache didn't work t.t, now i really hate singnet FCUK IT ! :X anyway i think i getting cable cuz getting another pc so maybe that "fix" the problem -_-; nothing special today in my work place -_-ZZ something new i heard from is, gwen bday is coming, will be held at Jan18[Sunday] location is Sentosa -_-? so... maybe those keen can ask her? wat should i buy for her HMMM -_-! never even see her before but she always call me net-kor so pai say T_T anyway modnar getting more n more bo liao -_-; sms me when his in a salon wtf? mad guy ;P haven't read the comments for a while, haven't been to all those "links" at my blog T_T FCUK snbb !
Quote " Ask not what your country can do for you but what you can do for your country "
Save Our Stary!!
i need help!!! why is it Singnet boardband can't view any blog ! SOS !!! anyone who noe pls email me at Patrick_yeo_83@yahoo.com cuz i can't read any comments etc.. when i click on my blog, instead of going to my webpage it go to http:/new.blogger.com wtf? WHY ?!?! SOS !!~!
i tot after the meeting my weight for job will decrease, DUMBASS STUPID TAN TOLD ME , GOOD JOB ! more work OMGOMGOGMOG ! WHY !!!! F C U K ~ anyway my aunt call me up and told me " ur glasses will be done on Thursday so.. thursday need to drop by queenway HMMM going to waste money again lol -_-ZZZ anyone keen sms/call me at 98221794 :P
hmm... so sad can't read any blogspot blog T_T wtf is wrong wif 512k bb FCUk !@
S A D
i can't even view my own blog/ others because Singnet bb is GAY ! omfg only 512k got this bug FCUK !!! YYYYY !! i didn't even noe till Chan told me lol.. -_-; anyway i can't read doesn't mean i can't post LOL :P had enough of fun/laughter time to go bed bed lulu dream of ... HMmm NFI~! :D GOOD NITE !
After stoning for a while at home i decide it's time to waste money T_T so i went to the nearby POSB and withdraw $500 and took a cab to Queenway.
Upon reaching i saw the familer face of my aunt at her shop lol -_-; she asked me if i need another glasses since my old one is quite old? so i agree foolish and went in to "see see" -_-ZZ she take out a few new design n i fall in love wif a light blue one HHEHE so i ask if i can haf it wif light blue lense and she say why not? lol .. tat cost me $180 but since im her lovely cute cousin, she sold me only $100 keke, i also told her i need some daily contact lense and she sold me some 490238403284023840 months for only $50 ^_^ after walking for 10 mins, i went to this Nike shop and fall in love wif another shoe man... *Stop Falling in love T_T * n spend another $219.95 [ wat's wif the 5cent -_-;] *faint* when i decided to go home since i spend so much, a voice call me to buy some new design T shirt man .... there go.. i bought 2 very cool white T for $46[ each $23] ouch.. over all $415.95 hehe still got $$ for cab fee home :p i shouldn't be spending like this.. T_T
ok i wake up around 5am, when to change into PE attire and went for a jog at the near by park hopping to prey on some virgin girl :P butthen no luck :X anyway after jogging for around an hour plus, went back home to take a hot bath and went to have my meeting at Raffles place at around 9am T_T
The meeting, fcuking BORING plus it's FREAKING COLD ! omg i was playing my Nokia phone when someone ask me, had any idea who tat guy is talking at the board lol -_-; i was like HMmm... tat guy ar.. his... telling us the sale report? lol i was listening at all yet i can come out wif this bullshit, those tat listen dun even noe wat he talking? ;P anyway after 2 hours of water spilting rubbish talk by Mr Tan [ some bigshot which i dun bother ] he finally ask me to hand in the "end of year" account and those profile / gross etc.. after hand in HOHOHO can go home liao -_-ZZZZ total waste of my TIME !
Back at home, i took a nap waking up it's around 2 T_T , the silly Blog can't be open? is it down or wat? i click on Liling/Su/mine/Kl all go to http://new.blogger.com -_-Z mad server ! anyway nice sunday Huk? there go my weekend :p maybe going down to queenway to get more clothes for CNY since i SOOOOOOO FREE T_T
Quote " The most difficult thing that you can do is to watch the person you love love someone else"
Hmm... quite a boring day today but something unexpected turn out ! Huang Yi Liang came to my coffeeshop and buy stuff from me LOL~! was so suprise but i did ask him some stuff like , why being an actor, how's life etc.. then i asked something very dumb, why do u come here? lol~! he replied saying he is one of the shareholder of the company here hehe.. poor guy eating his noodles while i interview him HEHEHHE i bet he dun dare to come here again HAHAHAH :D
Hmm.. tml still have to have meeting omfg i think im going to cry ! T_T why must people always find those silly stuff for me! lets cross finger and hope it end early or else my sunday is going to get burn T_T
Quote " Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny."
To post a comment, pls click on the "shoutout" thx :)
THANKS !!
-Su, thanks for looking at my blog, sorry to waste ur time.
-Kailun, u SPY ! anyway thanks for posting comments there :)
-Herman, my gosu web master cum teacher :p
-Liling, for telling me . hey life is meaningful :X
-modnar, since u change ur blog, i also copy :D
-Gwen, life isn't as bad as u think so thanks for telling me that~!
-everyone which i noe :D
Can I Have Everyone Which Happen To Click On My Blog, To Post A Comment?
Sick T_T
Haha so sick on First day of new year, some lucky? being sleeping for HMMM... 13 hours + i thinK ! just got up had my dinner and bah bah bah.. Anyway have you all make up on wat u all wan to do? i had a list which i wish to fulfil hehehe :p
-Get another Ps2 withtin this week
-Learn how to drive by June
-Get a car by dec
-Relearn piano [learn in pri sch but forget all :X] by june?
-Get another pc by june too omg my pc some cmi !
-Learn how to speak korean hmm by dec?
-Go to Hong Kong! omg i miss all my chance to go since so many stuff happen T_T
-Find all my ex pri sch friends [ i found two liao ^_^]
-Find time to "see" all those Bnet people which i never met before ^^;
-Dig the courage out of me !
-Get another sport shoe :p
-Learn how to write chinese? [ my dad keep giving me chinese stuff omg i dunno how to fill in T_T]
-Learn how to play war3 again T_T
-Last but not least, make good use of my time :)
Quote " Time never stop, so cherish them "
Easter aka Patrick
25
1998 to 1999 WCG Starcraft Champ
2001 to 2001 WCG Warcraft3 Champ
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New life!
If only you could know me better
Rich, Smart & wish i knew you 2 years ago.
To Be In your Arms "Ms Lee"
To know how to drive
To get my degree
To company her to Malaysia or any country
Get more friends
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
Tagboard here.(Duh!)
A letter to my staff?
Dear Staff
Welcome back to the office on this 1st day of the year. Please be
advised that there are new rules and regulations implemented to raise
the efficiency of our company.
ATTIRE: It is advised that you come to work dressed according to
your salary. If we see you wearing Prada sneakers & carrying a Gucci
bag we assume you are doing well financially and therefore you do not
need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money
better, so that you may buy nicer clothes and therefore you do not need a
raise. If you dress in-between, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise.
PERSONAL DAYS: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a
year. They are called Saturday & Sunday.
LUNCH BREAK: Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch as they need
to eat more so that they can look healthy. Normal size people get 15 minutes
lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure. Fat people
get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim Fast and take a diet pill.
SICK DAYS: We will no longer accept a doctor statement as proof
of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.
RESTROOM USE: Entirely too much time is being spent in the restroom. There is now a strict 3-minute time limit in the stalls. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the stall door will open and a picture will be taken. After your second offence, your picture will be posted on the company bulletin boardunder the "Chronic Offenders" category.
SURGERY: As long as you are an employee here, you need all your
organs. You should not consider removing anything. We hired you intact. To have something removed constitutes a breach of employment. Thank you for your loyalty to our company. We are here to provide a
positive employment experience. Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations,allegations, accusations, contemplation, consternation and input
should be directed elsewhere.
Have a nice day
Patrick Yeo
Sick Sick And More SIck T_T
was sick since... dunno when, didn't went to work, was stoning at home, dunno wat i wan, lol -_-; was playing ps2 for 1823472937293 hours but dun feel like logging to Bnet. HMmm.. dunno wat to say too lol hope i get well? something funny to share --> Lee Bai's Poem
(Chinese Version)
Chuang qian ming yue guang
Yi shi di shang shuang
Ju tou wang ming yue
Di tou shi gu xiang
(English Version)
The moon light is pouring down on my bedside
Like white frost spreading on the ground
I look up the bright round moon in the sky
And lower my head thinking of my dear hometown
(Singlish (Phua Chu Kang) Version)
Bedfront Moon Bright Bright
Think Is Floor White White
Lift Head See Moon Moon
Bow Head Miss Home Home...
(Ah-Beng Version)
Bedfront Orr Pi Sai (pick nose)
Think Think Go Pang Sai
Pick Up Tai Gor Tai (handphone)
BS While Lau Sai
(Latest Reservist Army Version)
Bedfront Lau Bark Sai (tears drop)
Thinking About Exercise(reservist mobilization)
Drop Dead Look Into The Sky (run until no breathe)
Tong Kor Sia Lang Zai? (my heartache nobody knows)
(Osama version)
No friend at my side
Think think Bush will fight
Lift head but where to hide?
This time don't know when will die ?
(Bush version)
Can't sleep since that night
Think think where he hide ?
Bomb bomb friends will say I pai
No choice ask them go fly kite
Patrick Pan
Didn't post any stuff about the outing last evening as i was too tired, so just a summary, Chan call us to watch Peter Pan, which I HATE ALOT, but since it's a movie lol ... i went -_-; i was always early and always ALWAYS waiting for people -_-ZZZ Meet up wif chan and his friend, then stone around waiting for Ck, LG, Duckie and his friend -_-; we only bought 6 ticket lol but 7 went? Actually i wanted to say, hey take my ticket i dun wanna watch the show lol? really hate PeterPan when i was a child T_T but i didn't lol? i wasn't shy just dun like to talk and i got alot of stuff to think, tat's why i was standing there stoning -_- The show was actually quite good but TOO BAD IT'S PETER PAN t.t 3 yrs ago i met duckie, 3 yrs later he still the same shape and size lol? -_-; ck is quite a funny guy, i tot his some ah beng but wah --+ i look more beng? ;p Lg is quite a " grew" up i tot she is a child or something lol? Peter pan is quite a funny show which i must say, there is quite a number of funny quote which i will write later HEHEH :D after the movie, they went to some place call CRC to haf dinner and went to "CRC" to play lan as duckie got an online interview by some lame slow typer -_-ZZZ it's like he ask, is Orc good? WTF? and like the top 4 are ud, is ud good? -_-; tat guy really need to think about wat he ask sia.. i decided to leave the "interview" as it's 12+ T_T n they still shooting questions --+
Quote from Peter Pan
" oh... all our hands are dirty, lets leave Windy here to die? " lol?
" we found u in this wooden hut, we will return where we taken u from without following u i promise "
Hook: " where are the prisoner? "
Smith: " we set them free"
Hook: wif an evil smile " you set them FREE? "
Smith: very pleas wif wat he did " Yes we set them FREE"
I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO. I Do Believe In Faires, I DO, i DO.
Btw this is to Edrahil " hey i dunno wat the song u ask me cuz i can't find it, but i heard it before and i dun like :D anyway to the bottom of the comments u ask me, why i can't get ang bao? cuz my grandmother passed away? n i can't like take until -100 days later?
i did a change in my shoutout[comments] hehehe hope it work?
The Cold Morning
Waking up around 4am, thinking of not going to work, while i was thinking, i missed someone.. Chan remind me of myself, doing silly stuff to win the girl heart.. but is there a point? Is there a point when everything tat happens can change? Can history be change even?.. feeling depress, feeling sad, feeling down.. i wish i could get over it but i noe deep down inside my heart, it will never happen.. it's isn't my fault for twice, why do u wan to hurt me, why do u wan to hurt me TWICE......... after thinking and thinking i finally decided, i shouldn't go to work at this state of mine..
Quote " Relationships are like Rome. Difficult to start out, incredible during the prosperity of the 'Golden Age', and unbearable during the fall. Then, a new kingdom will come along and the whole process will repeat itself until you come across a kingdom like Egypt...that thrives, and continues to flourish. This kingdom will become your best friend, your soulmate, and your love. "
Hmm.. maybe a little review about wat i haf the pass few days of CNY?
Day 1 : when to Malaysia, got stuck in a @_@! JAM -_-; take like 3 hours to clear it? ZZZZ when inside to greet my grandmother then came back as me & my brother wanted to visit my dad brothers [ uncles], reach my 5th uncle place and stay gamble.
Input: $0 Output: $110
Day 2: when to my dad brother place[ ah pei] to gamble again..
Input: $0 Output: $500++
Day 3: People came over to our house to gamble..
Input: $0 Output: $300++
Day 4: Early in the morning when to "burn paper to my dead grandfather/mother" when to catch the movie wif my Sec friends " The Last Samurai" a 5 stars show wif lots of gosu fighting take place yum.
Input: $0 Output: $-100
Overall: u must be thinking why my input is 0 HEHEH CUZ.. im not allow to take "ang Bao". my output is @_@ t.t sad CNY
Forever and a day, I will keep telling myself; if only
If only, I had not let pride carry me away
If only, I had not let my ego get in the way
If only, I had overcome the fear of giving too much of myself in
If only, I had stopped the self doubts within,
If only, I was able to
I would have told you, how much I need you
I would have told you how much I love you
I would have said to me the world is you
If only, I was able to have done all this, then
I'd be with you, today and everyday
I'd hear your laugh, today and everyday
I'd see the smile in your eyes, today and everyday
I'd hold you in my arms, today and everyday
If only, I was able to
Quote " u dun get alot of chance in life, so do it right the first time"
When tomorrow starts without me,
When I'm not there to see.
Should the sun rise and find your eyes,
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say,
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
When tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand.
That an angel came and called my name,
Said my place was ready in Heaven
That I'd have to leave behind,
ALL those I dearly love.
As I turned to walk away a little tear fell,
I had so much to live for, so much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I am leaving you.
Thinking of all the love we shared, all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, even for a while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you, maybe see you smile.
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
Then I walked through Heaven's gates,
God looked down and smiled at me,
He said, "This is eternity,
All I've promised you.
Today your life on Earth is past,
Here it starts anew.
I promise you no tomorrows,
Today will always last,
Since each day is the same day.
You have been so faithful,
Trusting and true.
Though there were times you did somethings,
You knew you shouldn't do.
You have been forgiven.
Now at last you're free,
So won't you take my hand share my life with me?"
When tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your Heart!
Quote " tomorrow will not start until today end "
Happy Chinese Lunar New Year
Hmmm.. i went to Madrain Hotel to eat yesterday, man... 50++ people eat lol -_-; burn one hole in my pocket ouch! anyway, was a great place and we even book two room to view the firework HEHEHE :D nice sound effect at 12am :X the place is quite cheap cuz only $199++? for two? omfg? my 3rd aunt even got a membership card tat make the room cost only $99 -_-
Just came back home, and guess i wouldn't be sleeping since it's 8.30am? and i got to reach Malaysia at 11am? wth --+ why everyone like to run into Malaysia :_( some Chinese New year wish for the people i "noe" ~~
Su- Wish U & Jess 1314 :)
Liling- Live Green Die Free :)
Gwen- Grow UP !
modnar- hope ur wounds heal fast :_(
Storm- take care dude
Randy- i still like ur big ass =X
Andre- make some sense when u talk plz !
Pr3d- hope to S@@ u Soon~
MY- Get a bf?
Me Myself and i - Early Lots lots of Money ~! :D
War3
Hmm.. waking up wif a ICQ by my lovely EdrAhiL :D poor derrick wanna play 2v2 toureny but no one wanna play wif him :X
anyway we played the toureny until we reach finals, meeting CK & Modnar the first round of the finals WTF? -_-; anyway it's a GG n i guess modnar the fag is going to post it ! =X going to some hotel call M something for dinner , gonna waste money again sigh.. every year i treat my family WTF? when they early like 2834038403 times more then ME? WTH!
until later ~~ i go koon very sleep :X
The feelings portrayed in this poem are from bitter personal experience, which was relieved only by penning this piece. By releasing it, I hope that others who might feel the same can gain an understanding that no matter how alone they may feel, there are many others who have come through this to live again.
When you are able to see the light again, look back on this and it will forever be a warning and an awareness that things are not as bad as they might be.
Why does the thought of death
The feeling of ending this life
The torture, the pain, the hurt
The discomfort I cause,
Why does it feel so right?
But the thought of the pain
The mechanics, the method
The hows and wherefores..
Why is that so beyond me,
my abilities, My confidence?
I know I would be better dead
All I care for is others
All I do is hurt others
All I want to do is leave others
To their lives away from me
Is my inability from caring?
Knowing the final act of hurt
The final ability to screw others
To give those who truly care
A pain even I haven't done before?
But they would recover
And they could see it was done
Maybe not consciously, but truly
For the best for them
And therefore the best for me.
Is it fear that stops me?
The inability to take the pain
I couldn't inflict on myself
The yellow man I am,
The quitter, never finishing the Job
So I carry on to conceal the feelings
Trying to do all I can for all
And still I hurt and give pain
Cause confusion wherever I go
That is why I pray to die
Missing you so much
When you really care about someone
as much as I do about you,
being apart is a hard to get used to.
I thought I'd handle it just fine
and that I'd be happy
just to keep you on my mind.
It isn't always that easy!
Sometimes the one thing that
would please me the most
is simply being wih you.
I knew that I'd miss you.
I know I can't smile without you!
Dunno wat to say about my daily life, getting from bad to worst.. sigh, anyway i would like to say a SORRY to Liling as i think there is a little misunderstanding? also change to web song to Eyes On Me, cuz i guess that's the only song i still love, Life is such a path, u will only regret when u lost it.. If i say i got cancer, and left with 1 month to live, wat should i do? how should i spend it? hmmm...
People at the party?
Was too tired to post any stuff yesterday hehe, so might as well post wat we did yesterday? The people who went to Gwen Bday party arrrrrrrrrr .... Fish Urarara, Coffee The Fattie :X, Kiat the iceman, Delete the Sabo -_-;, Solar the Friendlyguy, Alien girl next door, Chan the punk, Andre the wolf ohhhh, Xh the singer :D, Rec.Teo the brudder --+, Mixes the didi, DDB brotherbrother Me Myself the Easter Bunny :P, and some DsD cum OC clan people which i didn't go ask :X
Summary
Yesterday was a very long day starting at 6am, i went to visit my Granny which is in hospital t.t, then went to work place for the bloody bo liao meeting, soon it's Afternoon at around 12pm, i called Andre asking him wat time we meet, he say 1pm, so i take my sweeeeeet time to bath :X modnar in the other hand say, PATRICK COME ASAP WE CAN'T WAIT FOR U! T_T so i rush down t.t meeting up the two crappy guy at HF [ Habour Font] which is aka World Trade Centre omfg i dun even noe tat ! after meeting the two babo =X we went on the meet more babo =\ DsD hehehe , Take a while to reach Siloso Beach.
Upon reaching woot! two girl soak wif water lol -_-; was very shy at first cuz i nfi anybody except fish, andre and chan? lol Meiying saw me the first and say EASTER GG, there go my cover , then everyone go... ah.. his Easter lol --; Gwen sorry ya :p anyway most people who noe me sure ask, why i go to the beach, seriously i NFI! i hate the sun, the heat, the sand, everything? butthen lol i still go so dumb :D the play volleyball for awhile until all bth go to the sea to swim? me and Chan was like hmm.. lets go get something so we can go swim?
I bought a driver suit which is O_O ex lol then go down the beach, everyone is like, LOOK BAYWATCH T_T played volleyball in the sea :X cool huh? man the watch is sooooooooooooooooo salty T_T anyway played monkey too? poor Gwen she need to learn how to THROW? and AIM? keep throwing to the Monkey? or too near? and everyone is like throwing the ball to Chan HEHEHHE POOR CHAN ! Score for being monkey , Meiying-3, Gwen-10 !, Chan-5, Xh-4, Delete-3, Me-1 ^_^, the rest ar.. didn't noe anyway the figure there is a rough idea to show u how PRO GWEN IS ! :X
After the beach party, we wasted about an hour? to find the "PLACE" to eat lol, end up at Fish&Co to haf our Dinner :X which again NFI WHY I GO? SINCE I DUN EAT SEAFOOD? lol dumb to the power of 2 -_-; anyway dinner is great cuz we got 3 tables? lol too many people and poor waiter/waitress serving us hehehe, anyway i order Fish & chips and Kola Tonic yum :X the people who came later are LOY and VASH yum two mad orc player :X After dinner, we were told there is KTV ? at Chinatown? lol so we went ^_^
KTV... The trip is awesome, the taxi driver MR OSAMA told him North Brige Road instead of South? lol Gosu TEO ! U R GG NORTH AND SOUTH U DUNNO? --; anyway we called Delete and ask him lol, gosu singer ---> Teo, VERY VERY NICE R&B voice and almost like Alex Toh omg!, Gwen sound is sooooooo cute and high! omogmogmog, Xh voice is rather funny cuz it's very high pitch for a guy anyway i didn't laugh or joke at him unlike COFFEE WHO CAN'T SING AND KEEP LAUGHING ! Kiat came later cuz he got to work , and went to room 17 cuz we using 18 HEHEH :D heard he got a more gosu voice then Teo too bad TEO ! but ur really GREAT! Order few Jugs of Beer and Da them down Yummy :D
People who lose my Trust --> Randy, Storm, Liling, she is excues cuz she sms me at 5am++ to say sorry the REST GG NO RE THX ! ask me out yet all PS ME GOOD WORK !
Dun think i wanan write a quote hehehe no idea wat to write too, sooo Cheerz ^_^
Red UnderWear
As the CNY drawing nearer, so is my work oh.. just came back home to haf a bath and change, later at 7pm got another meeting -_-ZZZ why so many sh!ts, i was order by parents to "BUY" 12 Cart of Tiger beer, 6 dunno wat tea, 6 green tea, 12 cokes, and some others sh!t oH~! How i carry -_-;
keeping my hand cross, hope tml i can go Gwen bday party hehehe being awhile since i got free time man ! -_-; anyway i hope Su and Jess and Liling can go? cuz i dunno when i haf another free time T_T hmm.. can anyone teach me how to set up the " Tag Board" best email me at Patrick_yeo_83@yahoo.com :) HEHEHEH
Lastly can the following people, Randy, Storm, Andre call my hp? 98221794 when they see this blog? i NEED THE TIME? or else how i go tml? no one tell mE ! or just sms me ur hp number? so i can call u? -_-ZZZ helppppppppp~! hope my meeting end early or else oh... im dead tml T_T
DTA Dun Trust Anybody -_-
Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Just had my hair dyed finally since tat time i dye, dun haf the colour and the pretty girl say, come back later -_-; so i took 4 days later to get it dye? hehehe nice copper head -_-; hmmm the shoutout is spoil?
Quote "You know that old saying, 'Strike while the iron is hot?' Well, I think that's a pretty dumb saying, 'cause I'll betcha a cold iron will hurt like hell, too. "
Nothing to say, just a poem about how i felt..
Sick of the pain
Hurt from the lies
She won't do it again
He won't hear my cries
Scared of sleeping
Afraid to have the same scary dream
And yet, that's what 'they' think it is
But nothing is as it seems
Watching the time tic slowly by
Remembering each moment
Each little cry
Just make it go away
Keep hearing that stupid laugh
Seeing his bright red hair
Nothing changed since then
No one seems to care
Getting use to the pain
Use to all the lies
He won't do it again
But I wish someone would hear my cries
Di Da Di...
Another long day haf ended, yet alot of stuff still haven't finish .. *sigh* i need a break before i cannot take it T_T anyway during my lunch hours, read it's HOURS my dad and a few friends was chatting till the topic came to NS and was of his friend asked me " hey Beng, when u go NS huK? " i say , NS dun wan me lol -_-; [very lame], anyway he told me tat his the 2nd batch of the First NS meaning if NS is intro in 1948 his 1949, he told me tat in 1955, the "year one batch" when to Malaysia for field training, 44 went in , only 1 came back telling this story, his the lucky one.. wat happen? when they was walking in the jungle for a day or two, upon reaching a big river, all of they stripped and went to bath except him, who was eating apple in a distance, gunshot fired, he was afraid and was hidding, when nightfall did he went back to the "river" which is cover wif blood and dead body, all the bodies was chopped into pieces.. he went back to SG to report this matter, search party was dispatch to find the murderer but didn't find anybody, they make this story as " eaten by animals" -_-; very lame. Anyway the dead bodies was bury in Clementi [ correct spelling?] camp, and at the camp there u can find the tombstone written " 43 dead bodies kill in bah bah date 1955 " by animals -_-; he told us were we so lucky now tat NS is so save lol -_-
another thing which caught my eye is this email by a friend of mine, her poem which i edited to suit myself :) hope u all like it.. sorry to edit this poem :)
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
She knows I like her just as well,
As in the days when I rang her bell.
And she rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Kristy
Just to show that I'm thinking of her."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Kristy died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Kristy Khoo Pei Pei passed away when she was only 14. I got the news from a from as i was in camp [NCC].
Quote " Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them.Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. And SMILE, even through your tears!!!!! Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. "
Oh be4 i forgot, WHO IS GOING TO GWEN BDAY PARTY?? PLZ LET ME NOE! hp:98221794 ! thx ! i need SOS
Beeeez Day
Very busy in the morning, count the money until @_@ somemore when to the bank so pack -_-ZZZ need to settle stuff like monthly bills, Salaries and Bonus for 234907823048230483 staff -_-; good thing those staff never rush me if not i @_@? lol,
when i having my 2 hour break, asked Mr nice driver to drive me around town in search of Gwen present, went to a few shopping centre cum shops, still haven't find the ideal gift, when i was giving up, passby a Gift shop lol So heng ! let me found wat i wanted to buy HEHHE :P bought the gift with a huge paper bag and a gift card lalalala mind can rest in peace liao. Next thing to do, is do get OFF on Sat or else ZZZZ god bless me ^_^ going to speak wif my papa tml :D *cross finger*
ok thx Andre for the nice offer which I WILL NOT REJECT ! LOL !
"Pat meet us early we bring u go ^^"
If nt i personal bring u go inside also can :D
Posted By: andre
HAHAHAH U R SO DEAD, GG NO RE YO ! im a retarded person who dun even noe the simplest street OKIE ! SO GL ! HF !
The Great Sunny Sunday
Waking up at around 5am due to the over noise and his friend playing GB omFG they like turning down the house? wif 3 laptop + 1 pc GB THE WHOLE NITE WIF SOOOOOOOO MANY NOISE T_T anyway i went to take a cool relaxing jog around my house park wish to prey on THE GIRL NEXT DOOR :D but fail T_T after jogging and searching for the GIRL~ went to have breakfast :O yum :P
around 9am fianlly can use the pc hehe when i open my icq was so suprise to see HOW KAILUN HELP ME OUT ~ READ
Storm_Rage (10:32 PM) :
erm her bday party is on sat. anyway i'll give u the directions now,
1. take $2.40(taxi) or take 188, to world trade center.
2. after u get off the bus, u will see an orange coach saying sentosa, just board it give $3 and it will send you down there.
3. if you get lost dont be afraid to open ur mouth and ask for directions.
4. if still paiseh pls act like your from hong kong. lol
nice person isn't HE? -_-; anyway im off to haf War3 LMM~[land of mor mor ] HEHEH :p
Quotes
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.
We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.
Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's what's in the middle that counts. So, when you find yourself at the beginning, just give hope a chance to float up. And it will. However long the night, the dawn will break.
Melancholia - A mental disorder characterized by severe depression, guilt, hopelessness, and withdrawal
Was Chatcrafting this afternoon when i happen to /f list
aLt)modnar, (mutual) using Warcraft III The Frozen Throne in the channel Melancholia.
lol as i was too bo liao i went to find the meaning of the word, poor Chan, must be very moody.. anyway somethings to say,Su ar ur work life isn't as busy compare to others. At least u get to go out AT LEAST once a week? or haf off? and dun haf to worry so much if u didn't do up to ur boss request but for some people .. it's always extra work, extra scolding for no reason and extra demand t.t count urself lucky? : )
For modnar, i dunno wat's wrong wif him, he seem to be moody maybe got ditch? lol but he got no gf to be ditched hehe t.t im so bad :D Life is so funny, when u haf something u will never miss it or regret about it until it's gone, Tml is the burning of the infamous HongKong singer who got cancer and died[ sorry i dunno the name cuz i dun like to watch chinese stuff] most people dunno how tat feel or hurt because many lucky people out there dun get a chance to lose a love one which got cancer but im SO LUCKY to STRIKE TWICE, my grandfather and my ex t.t being so long yet the wound haven't heal, a life is taken and cant be replace, no matter how long it takes..
Quite a few people asked me if im going to Gwen bday party, i wish but i dunno if i can get the day off t.t which i doubt i could, going or not i will still give her the present HEHEH so GWEN if u happen to see this, DUN WORRY ! if im going i need some help~ cuz it's like 5 years since i went to Sentosa? lol -_-; SOS THX~! best if someone will take me there :D
Quote " when i first like you, i was afraid to love you, Now that i love you, im afraid to lose you "
Just finish a hot bath...
hmmm during my work hour, Chan aka modnar sms me asking me if i wan to go watch "paycheck" i agree if it's not too late as tml is still haf a meeting !~@#$%^& T_T, after an hour later, he replied " i might not be going to watch it ! " -_-; great person, if today no go out also good hehehe can sleep early t.t im lacking of slEEp~!
here come 10 00 words of essay ~!
My Warcraft 3 History
When war3 first came out, i was still broodwaring HEHHE until like everyone in broodwar jump over to war3 that i went over WOOHOO ! very chim , so diff from bw -_-; but thanks to gugu aka Coffee who teach me the Art Of Orcs cuz tat time his a orc user, and he say ORC IS SO STRONG ! then i went to pick ORC -_-; after i learned the first day he switch to UD, HOW PRO IS HE? he tell me ghouls + abom + 2 hero OWNS , FAG him i take so long to learn ORC he jump to UD TMD ! my ORC starting is... 2 barrack Grutnutntutnuntunutnutnutnutnu ~ no need hero -_-; tat's why i lose until O_O! after i beginning to understand the "strength" of orc, [pro at ground to ground] did i learn tat hey, grunts suck, mass tauren OWNS~ [and i get 1 hero inside ] HEHEHE very strong :D butthen if people build 1 air unit gg T_T after learning tat a "shaman" can hit air , i went straight to Mass Shaman URAAAAA ! yum tat time Shaman is a broken unit, wif super attack power and dmg HHEHE :D gugu switch to NE after a NE person beat him wif just 1 kotg lol -_-; then he tell me NE broken race so he go learn lol -_-; but im still ORC, ORC FOREVER !
When i started my Ea5t3r nick, it's a 44.8% never reach 50% lol but my RT is gosu wif 11-1 record, it's so happen tat Loriel aka Edrahil aka Derrick is in #Singapore asking anyone free to help him get a red dragon [500 wins],
Ea5t3r: me can?
LoRieL: u good?
Ea5t3r: yup!
LoRieL: ok invite, [after inviting me, he stats me n say wow nice record 11-1. u must be good ] LOL~
After the first game, he went to /profile me HEHEHE THEN SAY WAH ! his the first player i noe in bnet lol beside those in Bw~ great guy, we had so much 2v2 that it make up like 90% of my ex nick lol -_-; best record for 2v2 is 24, modnar tat time is 14 , hehehe too pro T_T anyway tat guy since the day he noe me, till now, he never seem to like solo unlike me got a frenzy for solo LOL~! i always say, if there is any game i can beat u, must be 1v1 lol HEHEHE :P i came to noe modnar cuz his the "sir knight" in #singapore lol fellow by Vash and Tidus, and after entering .GD clan did i really master and learn the Art of Orc and bring Orc to the fullest power thx to Speed.GD and Jaron.GD although everyone hate him HEHE his ok since he teach me :p the rest is history hehehe ;p lets forget it till TFT :D
Some funny quote taken from Funny people ;D~
Vash: " IM ORC NOT ROCK ! " [ lol when his base got wack by 3 race and we[me n derrick] was happy creeping HEHEHE
EdRaHil " ok i love sandy and Xinpei [ isn't both of them the same lol -_-;]
TiDus " ok i got a new combo lets do dual UD and just mass aco and rush enemy to death ! " pro?
Coffee" omoGMogmoMGOmgo FCuK Them stop aiming ME only ! "
Swirl " nice birds" all 3 of us swirl me pr3d go mass hunts LOL see like 5 wyn GG !
modnar " ok u go wif Easter to wack blue, i will go creep" [ lol wtf? he ask both of us to wack he go creeep~!~]
piggy2i " i will go helicopter! " [ he massed helicopter without the upgrade to hit ground lol and we lost cuz of tat T_T]
Fish " SOS SOS SOOSOSOSOS " [when he base got wack by 5 huntress and he got like 4890237490234793287 units?]
Pr3d " wat's ogm? " in the middle of battle as i typed too fast, he ask me this kind of funny stuff -_-;
Quote " To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world"
hehe just came back from Queenway shopping centre to collect my glasses + contact lense, went to haf dinner at the opp of qw, order 8 dish of stuff from a very famous cook stall but i only eat one the rest all seafood lol -_-Z but the stingray is YUM! on the way back home, the taxi driver speak some stuff tat got into my mind..
1)the $400 given to all singaporean above 21 is a joke cuz i told him, my friend which isn't singaporean say, sg so good government gif u all $$ for CNY -_- the taxi driver say, he gif us $400 but the tax , GST and etc.. never reduce always up up up -_- which i must agree. 1%GST increase might not be any figure to u all but if u were to buy goods at $10 000 it's $1000 extra..
2)all those able to "earn" money jobs belong to the royal blood as in, thier son,aunt,uncle etc.. very unfair, and they are those who say the "do" and "dun do" stuff like, u can't play firecracker but they can use wtf?
3)when the econ go down, taxi company profit go up cuz more people tend to rent/buy taxi to drive so.. they gain $$ but the poor taxi drivers will haf a hard time as more n more "enemies". And when the econ go up again, people will just cancel the rent/sell taxi which cause upset to the taxi company which result in the increase of taxi fares.. stupid ya?
4) i reached home QoO ^_^ :D
H@PPY!
weeeeeeeeeeeee i was so happy tat singnet FINALLY SETTLE THE SILLY PROBLEM? lol -_-; anyway finally can look at my own blog HEHEHE :P so many shoutout HEHHE actually the font i wanted black but herman my web teacher say, tat colour fit the Yuna [ FF10 female actress] so.. i listen lol anyway i like purple not pink :D 2ndly i would really like to thanks Su for doing tat extra trouble to email the solution as i can't view my blog to see HEHEH, next thanks Jazz [ Su gf] for adding me to friendster ^_^ thanks gwen & Liling for smsing me. Serene for reading my blog~ actually the hp as i say, dun haf other colour so no choice but to pink the baboo :D if got choice i think i still pick as black/green is -_-; , Modnar for those Silly smses HEHEH -_-ZZ Kl & randy to make my life very spicy, thanks those who is free to post the shoutout HEHE. lastly i wanted to thanks god for ur kind help to settle the damm bug on snbb HEHE :D hmm something happen to msealmusic? cuz the music not working ar? -_-z one thing settle the other came -_-ZZ
i need some help about buying stuff for gwen, any suggestion? i haven't met her before lol -_-; even tot she sms me hehe thx :p i must think of something to buy for her soon !
Phase " It's not enough to have a dream, Unless you're willing to pursue it. It's not enough to know what's right, Unless you're strong enough to do it. It's not enough to learn the truth, Unless you also learn to live it. It's not enough to reach for love, Unless you care enough to give it Men who are resolved to find a way for themselves will always find opportunities enough; and if they do not find them, they will make them "
Day 4 of Snbb -_-ZZZ
oh please god PLS SETTLE THE SNBB SH!T ~! anyway today was super uber bored so during my "working" hours i went to mass sms, and had some funny replys !
Easter: im soooooooo bored any one pls reply !
modnar:im goin out wif gwen soon
Easter: omg bo jio!
modnar: it's a Date OF CUZ bo JIO!
Easter: T_T anyway i can't go need to work HEHEH :p
modnar: wish me luck ok !
Easter: im soooooooooo bored any one pls reply !
Swirl: Hi Fucker im going to finish school in an hour time HEHEH :D
i must try to be more busy next time ! anyway had a hair cut as i was soooooooo bored just had a haircut like 10 days ago? lol -_-ZZ
Quote " Right here waiting for you , till the end of time i will wait "
Day 3 of Snbb[Singnet boardband] problem T_T
Was awake at 1am ,1.30am and 3am for 3 kind soul who call/sms me : ) guys/gals dun u all need to sleep? -_-; hehe but i didn't blame them HEHEHEH, thx Su but the email u sent me about del the cache didn't work t.t, now i really hate singnet FCUK IT ! :X anyway i think i getting cable cuz getting another pc so maybe that "fix" the problem -_-; nothing special today in my work place -_-ZZ something new i heard from is, gwen bday is coming, will be held at Jan18[Sunday] location is Sentosa -_-? so... maybe those keen can ask her? wat should i buy for her HMMM -_-! never even see her before but she always call me net-kor so pai say T_T anyway modnar getting more n more bo liao -_-; sms me when his in a salon wtf? mad guy ;P haven't read the comments for a while, haven't been to all those "links" at my blog T_T FCUK snbb !
Quote " Ask not what your country can do for you but what you can do for your country "
Save Our Stary!!
i need help!!! why is it Singnet boardband can't view any blog ! SOS !!! anyone who noe pls email me at Patrick_yeo_83@yahoo.com cuz i can't read any comments etc.. when i click on my blog, instead of going to my webpage it go to http:/new.blogger.com wtf? WHY ?!?! SOS !!~!
i tot after the meeting my weight for job will decrease, DUMBASS STUPID TAN TOLD ME , GOOD JOB ! more work OMGOMGOGMOG ! WHY !!!! F C U K ~ anyway my aunt call me up and told me " ur glasses will be done on Thursday so.. thursday need to drop by queenway HMMM going to waste money again lol -_-ZZZ anyone keen sms/call me at 98221794 :P
hmm... so sad can't read any blogspot blog T_T wtf is wrong wif 512k bb FCUk !@
S A D
i can't even view my own blog/ others because Singnet bb is GAY ! omfg only 512k got this bug FCUK !!! YYYYY !! i didn't even noe till Chan told me lol.. -_-; anyway i can't read doesn't mean i can't post LOL :P had enough of fun/laughter time to go bed bed lulu dream of ... HMmm NFI~! :D GOOD NITE !
After stoning for a while at home i decide it's time to waste money T_T so i went to the nearby POSB and withdraw $500 and took a cab to Queenway.
Upon reaching i saw the familer face of my aunt at her shop lol -_-; she asked me if i need another glasses since my old one is quite old? so i agree foolish and went in to "see see" -_-ZZ she take out a few new design n i fall in love wif a light blue one HHEHE so i ask if i can haf it wif light blue lense and she say why not? lol .. tat cost me $180 but since im her lovely cute cousin, she sold me only $100 keke, i also told her i need some daily contact lense and she sold me some 490238403284023840 months for only $50 ^_^ after walking for 10 mins, i went to this Nike shop and fall in love wif another shoe man... *Stop Falling in love T_T * n spend another $219.95 [ wat's wif the 5cent -_-;] *faint* when i decided to go home since i spend so much, a voice call me to buy some new design T shirt man .... there go.. i bought 2 very cool white T for $46[ each $23] ouch.. over all $415.95 hehe still got $$ for cab fee home :p i shouldn't be spending like this.. T_T
ok i wake up around 5am, when to change into PE attire and went for a jog at the near by park hopping to prey on some virgin girl :P butthen no luck :X anyway after jogging for around an hour plus, went back home to take a hot bath and went to have my meeting at Raffles place at around 9am T_T
The meeting, fcuking BORING plus it's FREAKING COLD ! omg i was playing my Nokia phone when someone ask me, had any idea who tat guy is talking at the board lol -_-; i was like HMmm... tat guy ar.. his... telling us the sale report? lol i was listening at all yet i can come out wif this bullshit, those tat listen dun even noe wat he talking? ;P anyway after 2 hours of water spilting rubbish talk by Mr Tan [ some bigshot which i dun bother ] he finally ask me to hand in the "end of year" account and those profile / gross etc.. after hand in HOHOHO can go home liao -_-ZZZZ total waste of my TIME !
Back at home, i took a nap waking up it's around 2 T_T , the silly Blog can't be open? is it down or wat? i click on Liling/Su/mine/Kl all go to http://new.blogger.com -_-Z mad server ! anyway nice sunday Huk? there go my weekend :p maybe going down to queenway to get more clothes for CNY since i SOOOOOOO FREE T_T
Quote " The most difficult thing that you can do is to watch the person you love love someone else"
Hmm... quite a boring day today but something unexpected turn out ! Huang Yi Liang came to my coffeeshop and buy stuff from me LOL~! was so suprise but i did ask him some stuff like , why being an actor, how's life etc.. then i asked something very dumb, why do u come here? lol~! he replied saying he is one of the shareholder of the company here hehe.. poor guy eating his noodles while i interview him HEHEHHE i bet he dun dare to come here again HAHAHAH :D
Hmm.. tml still have to have meeting omfg i think im going to cry ! T_T why must people always find those silly stuff for me! lets cross finger and hope it end early or else my sunday is going to get burn T_T
Quote " Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny."
To post a comment, pls click on the "shoutout" thx :)
THANKS !!
-Su, thanks for looking at my blog, sorry to waste ur time.
-Kailun, u SPY ! anyway thanks for posting comments there :)
-Herman, my gosu web master cum teacher :p
-Liling, for telling me . hey life is meaningful :X
-modnar, since u change ur blog, i also copy :D
-Gwen, life isn't as bad as u think so thanks for telling me that~!
-everyone which i noe :D
Can I Have Everyone Which Happen To Click On My Blog, To Post A Comment?
Sick T_T
Haha so sick on First day of new year, some lucky? being sleeping for HMMM... 13 hours + i thinK ! just got up had my dinner and bah bah bah.. Anyway have you all make up on wat u all wan to do? i had a list which i wish to fulfil hehehe :p
-Get another Ps2 withtin this week
-Learn how to drive by June
-Get a car by dec
-Relearn piano [learn in pri sch but forget all :X] by june?
-Get another pc by june too omg my pc some cmi !
-Learn how to speak korean hmm by dec?
-Go to Hong Kong! omg i miss all my chance to go since so many stuff happen T_T
-Find all my ex pri sch friends [ i found two liao ^_^]
-Find time to "see" all those Bnet people which i never met before ^^;
-Dig the courage out of me !
-Get another sport shoe :p
-Learn how to write chinese? [ my dad keep giving me chinese stuff omg i dunno how to fill in T_T]
-Learn how to play war3 again T_T
-Last but not least, make good use of my time :)
Quote " Time never stop, so cherish them "