*After The Run Come The Sun*
After so many days of worry, finally come a moment of peace and a moment without worried. Actually not realli worry off hee.. juz tat things finally get back in track *phew*
Monday Blue anyway.. oh.. sick of monday!
I feel like a song without the words A man without a soulA bird without its wings A heart without a homeI feel like a knight without a sword The sky without the suncos you are the one I feel like a ship beneath the wavesA child who's lost its way A door without a keyA face without a name I feel like a breath without the air And every day's the same since you've gone away They tell me that a man can lose his mind Living in the painRecalling times gone by And crying in the rain You know I've wasted half the time And I'm on my knees again
*A Cold Lonely Night*
I need some warm, i need some comfort, i need someone to help me clear my mind,
wat's the point of doing well and get to go out when the one i wish to go out is the
one i hate the most?
Getting more disappointed as the days pass.. getting more sick of tis bullshit, call love.
Why do i have to become another person juz to make her happy? why do i have to endure
why...
I reali love her.. yet.. she just.. why.....
* Lonely *
Another lonely weekend, another lonely day, another lonely laugh and another lonely smile.
Wonder how's she doing, wonder wat she is doing, wonder how she did for bowling, wonder how things go.. i pray, i hope things go well, smoothly.. nothing much to blog, was playing mahjong the whole night till this morning, and carry on playing starcraft with my friends till now?
( still playing) missing her.. wish she could sms me.. or something.. Guess she is busy or too trill over her bowling i guess. Wat am i.. *sigh*
Why force oneself to love another?
Why force yourself to love something you dun like?
Why start something when there's no beginning?
Why..
*ponder* Going to get ready soon, for army.. another few days i hope.. i can get to see her.. another day.. i need someone to talk to me, need someone to help me out..
Jealous, BOredness, Loneliess.. help.. help..
*It's A While*
Being awhile since i did my post, juz some recall,
-14Feb, went to Malaysia wif my dear to celebrate Vday, lots of shopping for her none for me
-15Feb, was sick the whole day, vomiting and headache, yet still haf time for her -)
-16Feb, Start of my gf exam... was worrying for her..
-17Feb, told me paper can get a pass? still going bowling
-18Feb, 2nd Last Day of her exams, bowl till late.. *worry* Lets hope things go in her favour..
Was Sick lately maybe because of the weather, maybe too much things to worry ba.. CNY this yr is indeed boring for me, not much of any joy.. wat's life about? Since June 2004 i was hopping for CNY 2005, yet when it come, i can't even enjoy the little big of happiness..
I need a life, i need to be back myself.. but how...
Try so hard, Got so far, In the end? It doesn't even matter- by linkin park.
*Today Is The Last Day Of Doom!!*
The End Of Hell, The Start Of FreeDom!! yeah.. finally the day i've been waiting for !! hee.. anyway, my dear blog is up too, do drop by and see see ^_^ thx! also make by me hee.. hope she likes too oh.. anyway she's playing a bowling toureny today, cross my finger and pray to god she do well. All The Best !
And since tml is Valentine Day, i here wish,
-All Singles, Find Some Love and Be Love
-All Attracted, Be Loyay, Be Good, Be Marry
To all The fellow HQ 3SIB, Signal, 5SIR and BRC personal sorry, no Valentine Day for u all T_T busy day for tml and the day after.
*Be Love And Love Others*
*Last two Days *
The finally countdown of 2!! i will do it!! anyway juz finish setting my blog although not perfect yet.. tired hee.. do drop me a msg? at the side, juz scroll down on the right side thx =)
* Tired & Wore Out *
The whole day staring at the monitor, with little breaks, trying to figure out how to "make the blog Nice" -_-;; things juz didn't go right.. will take a break now.. hope i can do the following..
- get the music going.. somehow onli when i preview it then can listen
- get the background going.. same as above mention
- finish my dear blog ( although i dun think she will blog.. )
Often i ask myself.. why work so hard? and in the end nothing? NOTHING?
Was reali freaking out when my OC told me i can't take off, no choice die die i also must book out so call here and there in the end, she give up and let me haf a miserable 0.5 day off when i got like 10 days OFF? 14 Days LEAVE? --+ wat's the big idea about National Day anyway ? why must i take part when I DUN WISH TO?
My dear must be very disappointed.. first no lunar new year wif her.. next almost no V day.. i also very sad.. help someone, somebody!! HELP ME!!
*I'm SO Dead!!*
While helping my gf change the templates, accidently del my own, by copy and paste hers! shit!.. GG -_-V T_T SOBSOBOSOSBOOBOSBOSOBO !!
* Chinese New Year Day 2 *
2nd Day of the lunar new year, wonder how many red packets each of u get, oh.. starting to miss CNY.. But as my dear told my mum, CNY got 15 days hee.. not tat bad huh.
It's also the day me n my dear met.. start counting it's 8 months le.. should be celebrating wif her by right.. sigh.. miss her badly.. wonder how is she..
Werid thing is i didn't miss any of my family memebers or relative.. wat the hell am i ..?
Since Yesterday from 12am i've been getting up every 2 hour or so to check my hp whether my dear reply wo de sms.. but.. *sigh* Finally decided to get up at 7am, was watching slam dunk.. till 11.30am ? then i went to bath plus brush teeth hee..
4 more days.. 4 more i will endure, i will overcome, i will excel!
My New Year Wishes
- Learn How To Drive A Bike
- Get A Bike
- Learn How To Bowl
- Spend More Time With My Dear
- Be Good In Army (O.o)
- Need To Train Running
- Gain FAT !!
- More Off !!
- Help My Dear Gain Level Faster
- Know More Friends
- Less Enemy
- Have More Time To Blog
- Hope To Have Time To Play Card Games
- Hope I Like My New Home
* H ap py Ch in Es e LuN aR New Ye Ar !! *
Although every year, this time i would wake up early to greet both my parents and help them to seal money for ang bao ( cuz we got big family so need many ang bao ) but this year i stil greet them through hp hee -_-V
Mum never really scold me, just ask me to be good in camp and take care of myself, thx god hee.. think she also noe i miss my CNY alot.. anyway wat mistake a person make, he should nv repeat it. I learn my lesson le, the hard way, just a thought of quote, prevention is always better than cure, so guys/girls , play safe, play hard but rememeber saftely first.
Added some new contacts in my Msn, and added a few testimonial for some people ( those who nv get it, pls dun get mad cuz i dun haf so many hands and the pc loading here for friendster is reali hopeless -_-; will add one *promise* )
Helped my dear play her RPG lol -_-; help her play yet still get scolding by her cuz i level too slow hee.. cuz i play n surf net + chat + blog ^_^ gosu muti user
Take Care Everyone Out There, Seeya All SOon *MuackS*
You Have A Type B+ Personality
B+
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions
*New Chinese Year Eve*
Didn't blog yesterday as really didn't do anything beside eating, sleeping, i barely leave my room.. was too ashame to see anyone or talk to anybody.. Everyone ask me, why dun i ask my OC for a day or two since it's CNY ! i told them.. wat's the point when i dun haf the mood to celebrate? Plus i dun wish tat my SOL being delay.. making matter worst..
Every Year, at this point of time, mum will cook steamboat, i always complaint saying the food isn't nice bah bah bah.. but it's actually very nice.. going to miss it this year.. going to miss alot of people this year plus ang bao !
Anyway, waking up early watching a series of slam dunk by my friend who lend me the full series. Being watching it yesterday till late in the night, then wake up this morning still watching.. till now? then go and eat then come bk blog.. going bk my bunk play PS2 then watch the series again.. till tml..
*6 Days more.. 6 More!*
Left Click = Attack.
Since the start of my day at 0600 hours i haf been left clicking my mouse, was playing a rather silly childish RPG tat my gf was playing, helping her to power her character and leveling it up.. those who got nothing better to do and wish to haf a game to play in the office can try this since it doesn't require u to download the game.
www.battleon.com
My darling went to play mahjong (hope she wins lots lots) while im stuck here.. playing this.. urgh.. -_-V sometimes i reali wonder, does wat i do does matter..? It's always me in the fault? i reali dunno..
Why does people always tries to make me jealous..
- freedom
- wealth
- love
- talent
all this.. i dun haf.. sob.. wish god will be nicer on me somehow..
7 days more.. still counting..
At work or in school:
I like to be with people, sharing with them, inspiring them, and helping them.
I work and learn best when I can take into consideration people and the human element.
I flourish in an atmosphere of cooperation.
With friends:
I always look for perfect love.
I am very romantic, and I enjoy doing thoughtful things for others.
I am affectionate, supportive and a good listener.
With family:
I like to be happy and loving.
I am very sensitive to rejection from my family and to family conflicts.
I really like to be well thought of and need frequent reassurance.
I love intimate talks and warm feelings.
What Color is Your Brain?
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Lonely
All alone in this camp,
all alone in this place,
all alone in this room,
i dun wanna be alone!
Help!!! Lets hope time pass, helping my dear play her RPG + my PS2 and good thing i bought lots of stuff to read. Time will pass fast right? time will pass fast..
Spring Cleaning !
Yup tat's right it's spring cleaning from 5am till 6pm LOL! but then.. wasn't my house t.t was the camp, we also did some arrangement of bunks because our platoon got mixed ppl so need them to get into the correct bunks! man total slack whole day but time pass quite fast phew.. few more days (9days ) to be able to haf CNY wif my famil and of cuz my dear! miss her badly but it's not really tat bad as we still can sms and i still can call her, can't imagain wat happen if i go DB? anyway time to play my PS2? hee.. Happy Early CNY everyone.
Spring Cleaning should be done monthly so we dun haf to clean so many dust!
9 more days dear 9 more !
Time For Today Blog HEHEHE
Today wasn't usual, skip the first parade, skip the mid day parade because wasn't feeling well, so lie on bed whole day T_T after tat haf a clean up cuz tml is RMS inspection.
some funny quote taken from my friends
JJ : Hey Sgt, pass me some cement to ment the floor ( because the floor outside the toilet keep having water just like the movie dark water HEE if u all watch)
Sgt : u think i wat everything also got ah
Everyone : Laugh Out Loud
Everyone : Uncle(our CSM) the fan in the room not working(cannot move, blow one direction) the only one working is the one tat is SPOIL! as in it keep move but inside not turning.
CSM : wat brand ah? must be Malaysia one. quite fu*k up.
Everyone : Laugh Out Loud
Days Pass when ur happy, so be happy it'll pass soon ! 10 days more !
Everyone Should Believe in God
Why? Because when i was praying hard tat i wish i could see my gf, then i had a very high fever which sent me to NUH hee.. after tat i was given Attend C and was allow to go home even though i having SOL HEHEE! tat's why i didn't blog in 020205. just a summary of wat happen,
010205 -> haf a headache at 0500h, went to see MO which give me 1 day MC but i was SOL so cannot book out.
010205 -> at 2000h, fever went to 40d haf to go to hospital because no MO is around to treat me.
010205 -> was discharge from hospital at 2330h, return bk to camp temp 38.6
020205 -> was allow to book out at 1000h.
020205 -> Happy Hours wif my GF ^_^
will blog again for today ^_- 10 days more to finish SOL !
Everyone Make Mistakes
It's been a long time since i ever blog about my own stuff, being posted to army, stop playing computer games and getting a life out of my old shell. Everybody makes mistake but i just dun get it, why does every mistake i make is out of selfishness? I need help, i just wanna go out more wif my gf? is it wrong doing so..? Going to miss my home, my love one for along time.. because i DID something really silly and bad.. which my OC give me 14 days SOL and i wanna thanks her if not i would be getting 14 days DB. 1 day haf pass, 13 more to go.. going to miss CNY, miss everyone.. this year is going to be alot lonely then i thought.. but at least.. i still haf her.. at least..
*sigh*
Easter aka Patrick
25
1998 to 1999 WCG Starcraft Champ
2001 to 2001 WCG Warcraft3 Champ
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New life!
If only you could know me better
Rich, Smart & wish i knew you 2 years ago.
To Be In your Arms "Ms Lee"
To know how to drive
To get my degree
To company her to Malaysia or any country
Get more friends
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
Tagboard here.(Duh!)
*After The Run Come The Sun*
After so many days of worry, finally come a moment of peace and a moment without worried. Actually not realli worry off hee.. juz tat things finally get back in track *phew*
Monday Blue anyway.. oh.. sick of monday!
I feel like a song without the words A man without a soulA bird without its wings A heart without a homeI feel like a knight without a sword The sky without the suncos you are the one I feel like a ship beneath the wavesA child who's lost its way A door without a keyA face without a name I feel like a breath without the air And every day's the same since you've gone away They tell me that a man can lose his mind Living in the painRecalling times gone by And crying in the rain You know I've wasted half the time And I'm on my knees again
*A Cold Lonely Night*
I need some warm, i need some comfort, i need someone to help me clear my mind,
wat's the point of doing well and get to go out when the one i wish to go out is the
one i hate the most?
Getting more disappointed as the days pass.. getting more sick of tis bullshit, call love.
Why do i have to become another person juz to make her happy? why do i have to endure
why...
I reali love her.. yet.. she just.. why.....
* Lonely *
Another lonely weekend, another lonely day, another lonely laugh and another lonely smile.
Wonder how's she doing, wonder wat she is doing, wonder how she did for bowling, wonder how things go.. i pray, i hope things go well, smoothly.. nothing much to blog, was playing mahjong the whole night till this morning, and carry on playing starcraft with my friends till now?
( still playing) missing her.. wish she could sms me.. or something.. Guess she is busy or too trill over her bowling i guess. Wat am i.. *sigh*
Why force oneself to love another?
Why force yourself to love something you dun like?
Why start something when there's no beginning?
Why..
*ponder* Going to get ready soon, for army.. another few days i hope.. i can get to see her.. another day.. i need someone to talk to me, need someone to help me out..
Jealous, BOredness, Loneliess.. help.. help..
*It's A While*
Being awhile since i did my post, juz some recall,
-14Feb, went to Malaysia wif my dear to celebrate Vday, lots of shopping for her none for me
-15Feb, was sick the whole day, vomiting and headache, yet still haf time for her -)
-16Feb, Start of my gf exam... was worrying for her..
-17Feb, told me paper can get a pass? still going bowling
-18Feb, 2nd Last Day of her exams, bowl till late.. *worry* Lets hope things go in her favour..
Was Sick lately maybe because of the weather, maybe too much things to worry ba.. CNY this yr is indeed boring for me, not much of any joy.. wat's life about? Since June 2004 i was hopping for CNY 2005, yet when it come, i can't even enjoy the little big of happiness..
I need a life, i need to be back myself.. but how...
Try so hard, Got so far, In the end? It doesn't even matter- by linkin park.
*Today Is The Last Day Of Doom!!*
The End Of Hell, The Start Of FreeDom!! yeah.. finally the day i've been waiting for !! hee.. anyway, my dear blog is up too, do drop by and see see ^_^ thx! also make by me hee.. hope she likes too oh.. anyway she's playing a bowling toureny today, cross my finger and pray to god she do well. All The Best !
And since tml is Valentine Day, i here wish,
-All Singles, Find Some Love and Be Love
-All Attracted, Be Loyay, Be Good, Be Marry
To all The fellow HQ 3SIB, Signal, 5SIR and BRC personal sorry, no Valentine Day for u all T_T busy day for tml and the day after.
*Be Love And Love Others*
*Last two Days *
The finally countdown of 2!! i will do it!! anyway juz finish setting my blog although not perfect yet.. tired hee.. do drop me a msg? at the side, juz scroll down on the right side thx =)
* Tired & Wore Out *
The whole day staring at the monitor, with little breaks, trying to figure out how to "make the blog Nice" -_-;; things juz didn't go right.. will take a break now.. hope i can do the following..
- get the music going.. somehow onli when i preview it then can listen
- get the background going.. same as above mention
- finish my dear blog ( although i dun think she will blog.. )
Often i ask myself.. why work so hard? and in the end nothing? NOTHING?
Was reali freaking out when my OC told me i can't take off, no choice die die i also must book out so call here and there in the end, she give up and let me haf a miserable 0.5 day off when i got like 10 days OFF? 14 Days LEAVE? --+ wat's the big idea about National Day anyway ? why must i take part when I DUN WISH TO?
My dear must be very disappointed.. first no lunar new year wif her.. next almost no V day.. i also very sad.. help someone, somebody!! HELP ME!!
*I'm SO Dead!!*
While helping my gf change the templates, accidently del my own, by copy and paste hers! shit!.. GG -_-V T_T SOBSOBOSOSBOOBOSBOSOBO !!
* Chinese New Year Day 2 *
2nd Day of the lunar new year, wonder how many red packets each of u get, oh.. starting to miss CNY.. But as my dear told my mum, CNY got 15 days hee.. not tat bad huh.
It's also the day me n my dear met.. start counting it's 8 months le.. should be celebrating wif her by right.. sigh.. miss her badly.. wonder how is she..
Werid thing is i didn't miss any of my family memebers or relative.. wat the hell am i ..?
Since Yesterday from 12am i've been getting up every 2 hour or so to check my hp whether my dear reply wo de sms.. but.. *sigh* Finally decided to get up at 7am, was watching slam dunk.. till 11.30am ? then i went to bath plus brush teeth hee..
4 more days.. 4 more i will endure, i will overcome, i will excel!
My New Year Wishes
- Learn How To Drive A Bike
- Get A Bike
- Learn How To Bowl
- Spend More Time With My Dear
- Be Good In Army (O.o)
- Need To Train Running
- Gain FAT !!
- More Off !!
- Help My Dear Gain Level Faster
- Know More Friends
- Less Enemy
- Have More Time To Blog
- Hope To Have Time To Play Card Games
- Hope I Like My New Home
* H ap py Ch in Es e LuN aR New Ye Ar !! *
Although every year, this time i would wake up early to greet both my parents and help them to seal money for ang bao ( cuz we got big family so need many ang bao ) but this year i stil greet them through hp hee -_-V
Mum never really scold me, just ask me to be good in camp and take care of myself, thx god hee.. think she also noe i miss my CNY alot.. anyway wat mistake a person make, he should nv repeat it. I learn my lesson le, the hard way, just a thought of quote, prevention is always better than cure, so guys/girls , play safe, play hard but rememeber saftely first.
Added some new contacts in my Msn, and added a few testimonial for some people ( those who nv get it, pls dun get mad cuz i dun haf so many hands and the pc loading here for friendster is reali hopeless -_-; will add one *promise* )
Helped my dear play her RPG lol -_-; help her play yet still get scolding by her cuz i level too slow hee.. cuz i play n surf net + chat + blog ^_^ gosu muti user
Take Care Everyone Out There, Seeya All SOon *MuackS*
You Have A Type B+ Personality
B+
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions
*New Chinese Year Eve*
Didn't blog yesterday as really didn't do anything beside eating, sleeping, i barely leave my room.. was too ashame to see anyone or talk to anybody.. Everyone ask me, why dun i ask my OC for a day or two since it's CNY ! i told them.. wat's the point when i dun haf the mood to celebrate? Plus i dun wish tat my SOL being delay.. making matter worst..
Every Year, at this point of time, mum will cook steamboat, i always complaint saying the food isn't nice bah bah bah.. but it's actually very nice.. going to miss it this year.. going to miss alot of people this year plus ang bao !
Anyway, waking up early watching a series of slam dunk by my friend who lend me the full series. Being watching it yesterday till late in the night, then wake up this morning still watching.. till now? then go and eat then come bk blog.. going bk my bunk play PS2 then watch the series again.. till tml..
*6 Days more.. 6 More!*
Left Click = Attack.
Since the start of my day at 0600 hours i haf been left clicking my mouse, was playing a rather silly childish RPG tat my gf was playing, helping her to power her character and leveling it up.. those who got nothing better to do and wish to haf a game to play in the office can try this since it doesn't require u to download the game.
www.battleon.com
My darling went to play mahjong (hope she wins lots lots) while im stuck here.. playing this.. urgh.. -_-V sometimes i reali wonder, does wat i do does matter..? It's always me in the fault? i reali dunno..
Why does people always tries to make me jealous..
- freedom
- wealth
- love
- talent
all this.. i dun haf.. sob.. wish god will be nicer on me somehow..
7 days more.. still counting..
At work or in school:
I like to be with people, sharing with them, inspiring them, and helping them.
I work and learn best when I can take into consideration people and the human element.
I flourish in an atmosphere of cooperation.
With friends:
I always look for perfect love.
I am very romantic, and I enjoy doing thoughtful things for others.
I am affectionate, supportive and a good listener.
With family:
I like to be happy and loving.
I am very sensitive to rejection from my family and to family conflicts.
I really like to be well thought of and need frequent reassurance.
I love intimate talks and warm feelings.
What Color is Your Brain?
brought to you by Quizilla
Lonely
All alone in this camp,
all alone in this place,
all alone in this room,
i dun wanna be alone!
Help!!! Lets hope time pass, helping my dear play her RPG + my PS2 and good thing i bought lots of stuff to read. Time will pass fast right? time will pass fast..
Spring Cleaning !
Yup tat's right it's spring cleaning from 5am till 6pm LOL! but then.. wasn't my house t.t was the camp, we also did some arrangement of bunks because our platoon got mixed ppl so need them to get into the correct bunks! man total slack whole day but time pass quite fast phew.. few more days (9days ) to be able to haf CNY wif my famil and of cuz my dear! miss her badly but it's not really tat bad as we still can sms and i still can call her, can't imagain wat happen if i go DB? anyway time to play my PS2? hee.. Happy Early CNY everyone.
Spring Cleaning should be done monthly so we dun haf to clean so many dust!
9 more days dear 9 more !
Time For Today Blog HEHEHE
Today wasn't usual, skip the first parade, skip the mid day parade because wasn't feeling well, so lie on bed whole day T_T after tat haf a clean up cuz tml is RMS inspection.
some funny quote taken from my friends
JJ : Hey Sgt, pass me some cement to ment the floor ( because the floor outside the toilet keep having water just like the movie dark water HEE if u all watch)
Sgt : u think i wat everything also got ah
Everyone : Laugh Out Loud
Everyone : Uncle(our CSM) the fan in the room not working(cannot move, blow one direction) the only one working is the one tat is SPOIL! as in it keep move but inside not turning.
CSM : wat brand ah? must be Malaysia one. quite fu*k up.
Everyone : Laugh Out Loud
Days Pass when ur happy, so be happy it'll pass soon ! 10 days more !
Everyone Should Believe in God
Why? Because when i was praying hard tat i wish i could see my gf, then i had a very high fever which sent me to NUH hee.. after tat i was given Attend C and was allow to go home even though i having SOL HEHEE! tat's why i didn't blog in 020205. just a summary of wat happen,
010205 -> haf a headache at 0500h, went to see MO which give me 1 day MC but i was SOL so cannot book out.
010205 -> at 2000h, fever went to 40d haf to go to hospital because no MO is around to treat me.
010205 -> was discharge from hospital at 2330h, return bk to camp temp 38.6
020205 -> was allow to book out at 1000h.
020205 -> Happy Hours wif my GF ^_^
will blog again for today ^_- 10 days more to finish SOL !
Everyone Make Mistakes
It's been a long time since i ever blog about my own stuff, being posted to army, stop playing computer games and getting a life out of my old shell. Everybody makes mistake but i just dun get it, why does every mistake i make is out of selfishness? I need help, i just wanna go out more wif my gf? is it wrong doing so..? Going to miss my home, my love one for along time.. because i DID something really silly and bad.. which my OC give me 14 days SOL and i wanna thanks her if not i would be getting 14 days DB. 1 day haf pass, 13 more to go.. going to miss CNY, miss everyone.. this year is going to be alot lonely then i thought.. but at least.. i still haf her.. at least..
*sigh*